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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

 

where are the lines drawn.

 

Imagine if we lived
Under the weather
We would never be found
Never discovered
If everything goes wrong
If it's one more endless night
You know there always tomorrow

 

when does the story end?


Monday, March 21, 2005

I could be acute if i wanted.

The Absence Of Forgiveness says:

you choose the most depressing lyrics.

jas - red would mean you love me, and blue would be mean you cared, but black my heart when left alone to cold and killing stares says:

hah y do you say that

The Absence Of Forgiveness says:

cause if they werent you wouldnt choose them

jas - red would mean you love me, and blue would be mean you cared, but black my heart when left alone to cold and killing stares says:

lol

jas - red would mean you love me, and blue would be mean you cared, but black my heart when left alone to cold and killing stares says:

well its errr

 


Saturday, March 19, 2005

go.

see if i care.

keep kissing me; it might make it better.


Saturday, March 12, 2005

oh, instincts are misleading
you shouldn't think what you're feeling
they don't tell you what you know you should want.
ivory lines lead
-dcfc

 

We lie and we live in it. 

What changed was gone in a flicker of light and theyre not who they thought you were anymore. Never was. So come lie with me in the fields brimming with dandelions and hayfever. We think wee free. Emotive and irrational, so vivacious. Dreaming obscene.


Friday, March 11, 2005

And I hope you find a perfect place
where skies are beautiful all of the time.
That's all that matters pretty pretty.
And I know that's all that you could care about.
There's no reason why you can't.
No reason why I should try to go on anymore
My reasons all gone.
No reason why you should, 
Try to make excuses to make me feel alright.
Excuses call for stupid reasons.
And I know that it's not much that I can offer right now.
Just give me one little second
And I will try my hardest 
To make you feel like I'm someone else.

I stare at your profile while you're watching the tv in the fading light, try to sketch it in my mind. images committed to memory and ever remaining, silver flashing on your skin. and i try not to write about it too beautifully, cause its only you watching tv.

I scrawl a make-believe portrait in my sketchbook. and i decide it doesnt do you justice because the perspective is awful, awful lines, bad drawing. And i'm perfectly aware i am supposed to be doing the yearbook report and i am not. concentration seems to slip from my pen to the paper into indulgence and nothingness.

if it wasn't for you
100 thank you's
if this is love
fairy tales never came true
judies are black in full bloom
and i died in the womb



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"What if she doesn*t worry about her body and eats enough for all the growing she has to do? She might rip her stockings and slam-dance on a forged ID to the Pogues, and walk home barefoot, holding her shoes, alone at dawn; she might baby-sit in a battered-women*s shelter once night a month; she might skateboard down Lombard Street with its seven hairpin turns, or fall in love with her best friend and do something about it, or lose herself for hours gazing into test tubes with her hair a mess, or climb a promontory with the girls and get drunk at the top, or sit down when the Pledge of Allegiance says stand, or hop a freight train, or take lovers without telling her last name, or run away to sea. She might revel in all the freedoms that seem so trivial to those who take them for granted; she might dream seriously the dreams that seem so obvious to those who grew up with them really available. Who knows what she would do? Who knows what it would feel like?"